The darkest nightmares of my life are found within my heart,
And I find my dreams of grandeur much too high, even as I start.
The burnout begins and the stress takes its toll,
And here I stand; body, mind, and soul.
Nothing that I could do now will ever stop this dreadful wrath,
The fears are there, constant and ever present, even in the bath.
Songs and love, peace and joy, are hidden from my sight.
Heading for bed, even as I do, I dread the deep and silent night.
For in that time, my mind will find
That which masks the kind.
And I will fall, ever fall, into that deep abyss.
And I will fall, ever fall, into that deep abyss.
So her
Caring for everyone,
he makes me laugh
even on my worst days.
True as any friend and a
Kingdom Hearts fanatic.
Ready with an
open heart and
giving selflessly, he
seems to keep me
together. He is
struggling and kind,
artistic and loving,
dependable and himself.
Televisions around the world click on. Comfortable families in their comfortable homes settle down on their comfortable couches to watch the news of other people in other places. All over the country, families are in for a shock.
A man, the normal newsman, smiles sadly at the camera. A few people notice this, but most just sit quietly to await the flood of information. "Hello, ladies and gentlemen." More people notice this time that he is subdued. "Thank you for tuning in. There has been a change of plans today. We will not be airing the news." A handful of people turn their televisions off at this, but most become curious and remain.
The
He was a good cat. Cute, sometimes nice, annoying. I got him when I was eight or nine. Had him for five years. I can still picture his death perfectly.
He was feeble as a 15 year old cat, but he was only five. It had come quickly, and to this day, I have no idea what it was. He stopped washing himself and I fetted over him. He stopped eating, even when I put ham right in front of his face. He stopped moving, just laid there helplessly.
Red was my alpha cat. I remember one time he tried to sleep on my face all night to prove his dominance. But staring at him laying on the vet's table? He could've been the runt.
"His liver and both kidneys h
Why?
You can't you see it, but
taking a step requires
so much more
everyday that passes by.
You can't save me from
myself. No
one, not even I, can.
Never will I.
I can't or won't
take my pain away.
You will forever wonder- Why?
Who am I?
Am I myself all together?
No.
I am what the world wants:
another pretty face in the sea of hair.
I am a ball of playdough
in the hands of an abusive child.
I hide like a shadow behind a storm
with my mask as my shield.
And- slowly, steadily- I start
to die inside.
The darkest nightmares of my life are found within my heart,
And I find my dreams of grandeur much too high, even as I start.
The burnout begins and the stress takes its toll,
And here I stand; body, mind, and soul.
Nothing that I could do now will ever stop this dreadful wrath,
The fears are there, constant and ever present, even in the bath.
Songs and love, peace and joy, are hidden from my sight.
Heading for bed, even as I do, I dread the deep and silent night.
For in that time, my mind will find
That which masks the kind.
And I will fall, ever fall, into that deep abyss.
And I will fall, ever fall, into that deep abyss.
So her
Caring for everyone,
he makes me laugh
even on my worst days.
True as any friend and a
Kingdom Hearts fanatic.
Ready with an
open heart and
giving selflessly, he
seems to keep me
together. He is
struggling and kind,
artistic and loving,
dependable and himself.
Televisions around the world click on. Comfortable families in their comfortable homes settle down on their comfortable couches to watch the news of other people in other places. All over the country, families are in for a shock.
A man, the normal newsman, smiles sadly at the camera. A few people notice this, but most just sit quietly to await the flood of information. "Hello, ladies and gentlemen." More people notice this time that he is subdued. "Thank you for tuning in. There has been a change of plans today. We will not be airing the news." A handful of people turn their televisions off at this, but most become curious and remain.
The
He was a good cat. Cute, sometimes nice, annoying. I got him when I was eight or nine. Had him for five years. I can still picture his death perfectly.
He was feeble as a 15 year old cat, but he was only five. It had come quickly, and to this day, I have no idea what it was. He stopped washing himself and I fetted over him. He stopped eating, even when I put ham right in front of his face. He stopped moving, just laid there helplessly.
Red was my alpha cat. I remember one time he tried to sleep on my face all night to prove his dominance. But staring at him laying on the vet's table? He could've been the runt.
"His liver and both kidneys h
Why?
You can't you see it, but
taking a step requires
so much more
everyday that passes by.
You can't save me from
myself. No
one, not even I, can.
Never will I.
I can't or won't
take my pain away.
You will forever wonder- Why?
Who am I?
Am I myself all together?
No.
I am what the world wants:
another pretty face in the sea of hair.
I am a ball of playdough
in the hands of an abusive child.
I hide like a shadow behind a storm
with my mask as my shield.
And- slowly, steadily- I start
to die inside.
One Last Time
"Aw, you didn't have to come along." Julie smiled.
"Yes I did. I love you too much to let you make this trip alone." Jake glanced at his watch.
She chuckled. "I'm just going to pick Terra up from daycare. It's not like I'm going to another country."
"Actually, I asked Phil to pick her up. He should be there by now."
Perplexed, she asked him, "Then where are we going?"
Jake fidgeted in his seat. He didn't realize it would be this hard. His first instinct was to jump out of the car now before he opened his mouth againbut that would solve nothing. There was a tear beading in the corne
IN MEMORY OF VIVI
She was young, a bud of hope
one day she'd be a rose
Loved by all, a playful soul
No one knew she'd be gone
Snatched by a man whose body was stronger than his heart,
she cried with all her might but no one heard her
And then he left her, silenced forever
She was gone, a broken angel
Lying on the ground
tainted red, flesh defiled
when she was found
The scales are summoned
as the flower fields cry out in pain
Divine justice implored
for the voiceless tortured
Those left behind keep the memory of that girl unblemished,
along with all the rest who suffered that same fate
And the clarion call still echoes,
"
I sit upon feather-weaved ground
weaving my toes through the softness,
Through tickley-ness as my toes giggle,
In my wheat field.
The wind huffs loudly through my ears,
jealous of my senses.
wheat stalks waving to the happy setting sun,
Letting go of their seeds as tears.
They pile up in my hair,
and brushing ever so slightly against my face,
To kiss me goodbye.
I close my eyes, and I see,
And I think,
This is life.
This is what it means to live.
the warm sun hugs me with warm light
As it descended slowly down.
My toes in full tickling sensation,
As my wheat field said its last goodbye
Waving and crying through tickli
Birthday Party Massacre by Sarahlizzio, literature
Literature
Birthday Party Massacre
I think I enjoy the party? but I'm not sure,
I've seen better, thus I'm quite unsure.
I remember, nauseating pink banners and balloons,
And happy voices rebounding through all the rooms.
I recall, the big blushing cake, with a giant candle,
And the long silver knife with an antique handle.
And the dresses, intricate patterns and bright colors,
The sweet aroma of the grill, cooking hamburgers.
The Doctor said getting out and being with people was healthy,
He's right I feel marvelous with their corpses strewn about me.
Minutes later, I've brought the true party,
Standing in the bliss of their dreams, now broken and bloody.
The banne
Some how it always seems like,
This is how its gonna end,
Like this is the end and were waiting,
What are we waiting for?
Why are we doing this?
Why are we here?
Everytime I watch you walk away,
I feel hurt and turn indifferent,
I feel so quiet so alone so empty,
This is how it seems to end,
Watch the sun go down,
And the feeling is over,
Is the love fading?
Is this how its gonna end?
Saddened They Cry by jamaicancrocodile, literature
Literature
Saddened They Cry
In my darkness is a cloud above
Raining down the sorrows of its pain
Telling me how hard it tries to please
But non tell him what they want of him
So he cries on me
Because he feels I'll listen
Cry on the world
Thinking that they will help him
But to his expectations
The world does not see him and he they deny
In the light I see a bird fly high
It cries its sweet song like a lullaby
It lands to tell me all the things it's seen
Some have a good ending, some have the bad
Then it tells me of the family it had to leave
To get the food for its young to help them grow
But as it told me its dreams
Its loving soul died; it fell to th
Gyliam stared at the creature before her. Anger welled up at his confession. There were so many things she hadn't even thought about. If she had she would have known She would have been able to save herself from this. Would she even make it out of this? Gyliam thought back to the reason she was here, looking at her possible death.
She had been racing her brother through the mountainous region they lived in. They often did this, it was just a game. It would soon turn unexpectantly deadly and change her whole life. She hadn't a care in the world then, Gyliam remembered. SHe hadn't even suspected anyhting amiss.
She had turned to call out to t
Current Residence: the moon deviantWEAR sizing preference: You really really don't want to know... REALLY!!! Print preference: good old fashioned lead... which I like to- nm Favourite genre of music: I listen to too much to say what Favourite photographer: that one chick who takes pics of cats- So cute! Favourite style of art: the artsy fartsy kind Operating System: the most operative kind there is MP3 player of choice: What?! I can't hear you over the sound of Johnny Cash!!! Shell of choice: that chocolate turtle stuff Wallpaper of choice: the white degenerate kind that you find in your home Skin of choice: no comment Favourite cartoon character: M-I-C-K-E-Y-M-O-U-S-E!!!!!!!!!!! Personal Quote: the cake...
Favourite Visual Artist
that one person
Favourite Movies
some disney thing. I know, I'm a pansy
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
If I tell you I'll get beat up in a dark alley somewhere- no seriously!
Favourite Writers
the best author in the world, whoever that is
Favourite Games
making 99 red ballons go by
Favourite Gaming Platform
the oldest one alive
Tools of the Trade
well, what do you want to trade?
Other Interests
killing evil stupid ugly dragons that keep coming back to frickin' life!
Hey, silly buds. Remember me? Yup, I'm back. I don't know how long or how frequently, but I'll be getting on every so often. You should talk to me. It's lonely here in D.C.
Oh, right. I moved. I'm a live-in nanny now, isn't that fun? I just have one little toddler to care for, but she sure is a handful. Loves to get into everything, especially when she is told it's off limits. X.X
Anyways, I am missing writing, so I'm back here. What should I write about? Got any suggestions?
Well, it's nearly 11 and I need to get up early tomorrow. Talk to you peeps later. Can't wait to hear from you! :D
Today I watched two crazy girls. My brother is up at scout camp and my dad works an hour away all day. I called the mom yesterday about my dogs and if I could take them to her house. We came to a deal that the girls would come to mine instead. WHY?!?!?!?!
My house is a mess, I'm exhausted, and worst of all: my animals are traumitized! We took the dogs over to a park that is about 15 blocks away, stayed there for an hour or two, then they wanted to play fetch when we got back. My dogs haven't seen that much exercise since... never. Now Coco can't even walk more than five steps.
And my cats? Licorice scratched one of them because the girl wou
I feel a bit weird saying this, but I can't wait for school. I'm so bored hanging out on the computer all the time. I miss my friends. As much as I hate homwork, I'd rather be doing that than what I do right now. At least at school something actually happens. And I don't have to hang out with little kids if I want something to do.
Happy Birthday; may you be blessed with a good year filled with fine friends, happy times, and fond memories.
May your skies be clear, your animals friendly, your water pure, and your food tasty; may your air be clean, your bed soft, and your house filled with joy; may your nights be cool and your days warm; may your family be joyous and honorable, and may you live a long, full, and happy life.
This is a Jewish blessing, guaranteed to come true or your money back.
Haha, sorry I didn't reply. I haven't been on in a while. Thank you for your birthday wish. I believe it came true, even if I didn't read it till now. How have you been keeping up? Anything exciting happening?
Oh, my goodness! This is the first time I've been on here in over a year. I actually think about your werewolf story every so often and have insane urges to get back on here and read it(and your other stories) again. You are an amazing writer. You really hook the reader, let me tell you. Anyways, how have you been?